June 4, 2013
17,155 that how many days God has blessed me to be alive!! That’s 47 years I’ve been on this earth weaving the fabric of my life.
I had a beautiful day. I woke up with the resolve to set it aside and just be in the moment with no background noise and that’s just what I did.
Facebook sure can make you feel special!! Over 80 declarations of Happy Birthday! All kinds of love!! I am so appreciative and I will hold these sentiments close to my heart and pick at them over the next 365 when I need them!
I’ve had lunch with my bestie, connected with a person off of Facebook, talked at length with my Sister and Dad, used gift cards and broke bread with my family.
I wanted to think all deep about my birthday and lay out all kinds of emotionally reverent conversation, but I then said Nope! It’s really not that serious. I spend so much time being serious and thinking serious and contemplating, analyzing, reconciling etc. that I have to schedule times to just not give a fuck and like I said above, just walk in the moment without all the extra!!
There is room in your life to just twirl and not hit anything. I totally am clearing the field to run unhindered in it.
Today was my birthday, I have been alive 17,155 days God!! For that I thank you!! For that I THANK YOU!!