It’s ok to want to do it that way. It’s no more wrong than their way is right.
FIGHT!! Stand up for yourself!! Use your outdoor voice!!
You wanted to go into Mass Marketing – though it has morphed in todays world – make that happen for yourself. You don’t have to do what’s expected of you by others, do what’s you expect from you.
Leave him earlier better yet don’t marry him – you have so much fucking to do -fuck him and keep it stepping but go back and get pregnant by him later on. I guarantee you – it will be worth it.
Don’t ruin your credit, arrange your finances to embrace shopping and do for you first!